Constantly let down, humiliated, rejected by people. Just lies and cries. Denial, acknowledging it all like a pile or mistakes repeatedly on speed dial. Trying to sit back and relax from that, portray & see it in a new prospective. It’s not meant to be, Everyone is undeserving, not going to let them do any reserving. Bigger and better things are yet to come, nothing you have already will be undone.